I smiled reading my last post. I was probably really emotional because I was about four weeks into my pregnancy. Well, two weeks technically. Yes people, we're pregnant! And I'm in my 16th week now. Will be 4 months in 10 days. We actually conceived on our first try at counting my ovulation date. Didnt think we hit it because we were busy with my brother's wedding preps and we didnt get much sleep during my fertile period. But were determined to get it right the next round Lol. (TMI PLEASE) Ameer was the one who wanted a baby almost immediately and I didnt like the plan initially, but went with it nonetheless. We 'tried' like blindly hoping that we would get it right because it seems pretty easy at that time. I wasnt bothered at first because I didnt like the plan, but I needed the assurance that I'm a normal human being who is capable of conceiving. After the 4th month it got scary and started to think that something might be wrong with ourselves. Paranoid much (me especially). Little did we know, a tiny miracle is already cozy-ing inside of me and just waiting for the right time to make us aware.
Delayed period is a norm for me. My cycle is all over the place. So I couldnt be bothered and thought that it was pretty normal. I was starting to realize that I get this strange-like feeling in my tummy, almost like the pain i get when I have gastritis but it was really mild. I really thought that I havent been eating enough. After almost two weeks of not getting my period, I went to the drugstore to get a pregnancy test kit but with the leastttt expectation. I remember thinking that it was for fun. But didnt tell Ameer about it to avoid him getting his hopes high. While I was doing the test, I remember looking at the absorbed urine level moving. Slowly the first line appeared... And then. The second one did too! Immediately compared the test to the packaging. I couldnt believe my eyes. But was still a little doubtful and skeptical. So I kept it to myself for a couple of days.
After dropping ameer off at his office a few days later, I rushed back, and was hoping that by the time I reach Shah Alam, the drugstore near my place is already open. It was 9 am on the dot, bought two different tests, came home and didnt waste any time. They were both positive. Calmed my self down because I was nervous and excited at the same time. Sent a photo of the test to Ameer a couple of hours later because I honestly dont know how to break the news. I was only 6 weeks in when I found out, and thats pretty early. The first thing Ameer asked was. 'What do these lines mean? Two lines?'. Ok potong steam a bit because I was anxiously waiting for his reply. Was hoping to convey the news as simple and quick as possible. hahaha had to explain to him what it meant. And he was so grateful for the news. We planned on telling our families much later because we didnt want this to be a false hope. Besides, anything can happen that early. All we can do at that moment was to pray that everything would be fine.
Delayed period is a norm for me. My cycle is all over the place. So I couldnt be bothered and thought that it was pretty normal. I was starting to realize that I get this strange-like feeling in my tummy, almost like the pain i get when I have gastritis but it was really mild. I really thought that I havent been eating enough. After almost two weeks of not getting my period, I went to the drugstore to get a pregnancy test kit but with the leastttt expectation. I remember thinking that it was for fun. But didnt tell Ameer about it to avoid him getting his hopes high. While I was doing the test, I remember looking at the absorbed urine level moving. Slowly the first line appeared... And then. The second one did too! Immediately compared the test to the packaging. I couldnt believe my eyes. But was still a little doubtful and skeptical. So I kept it to myself for a couple of days.
After dropping ameer off at his office a few days later, I rushed back, and was hoping that by the time I reach Shah Alam, the drugstore near my place is already open. It was 9 am on the dot, bought two different tests, came home and didnt waste any time. They were both positive. Calmed my self down because I was nervous and excited at the same time. Sent a photo of the test to Ameer a couple of hours later because I honestly dont know how to break the news. I was only 6 weeks in when I found out, and thats pretty early. The first thing Ameer asked was. 'What do these lines mean? Two lines?'. Ok potong steam a bit because I was anxiously waiting for his reply. Was hoping to convey the news as simple and quick as possible. hahaha had to explain to him what it meant. And he was so grateful for the news. We planned on telling our families much later because we didnt want this to be a false hope. Besides, anything can happen that early. All we can do at that moment was to pray that everything would be fine.
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